Do not glorify your memories of Anorexia,
for no matter how much you try to convince yourself that you were happier back then, you were dying…
And you don’t ever want to go back to that place- the dark place where the only things on this earth that mattered to you were food and exercise.
You didn’t care that you were hurting your family.
You didn’t care that you were killing yourself.
Anorexia is a selfish illness, and it convinced you that you didn’t deserve to live.
But the illness was lying to you.
You do deserve to live,
you deserve it 1000000%.
You have your whole life ahead of you, waiting for you to grab it with both hands and enjoy it.
So, do just that.
Enjoy your life, without the presence of Anorexia, for it truly is beautiful, if only you open your eyes and face in the right direction.
You won’t regret it, I promise you.