Sometimes,
I experience periods of extreme
impulsivity.
Whether it’s wanting,
no,
NEEDING,
to cut all my hair off,
or,
whether it’s having a random desire to rearrange my room,
getting rid of all my possessions in the process,
and/or whether it’s booking myself in to get lots of tattoos,
when I’m feeling impulsive,
I just cannot not do it-
for,
it becomes something which I MUST do,
no matter what.
To other people,
it can seem so irrational but,
in the moment,
to me,
it’s the only thing that I can think about,
my brain becoming clouded to anything
and everything else
which is going on around me.
This is what impulsivity feels like
to me-
an all-consuming,
wholly relentless
irrationality.
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