I’m always seeking the ‘extremes’
of everything.
If I’m going on holiday,
I want to go to the hottest place.
If I’m going for a walk,
I want to climb the steepest hill/
walk the longest route.
Heck, even if I’m only looking to buy a sandwich,
I want to buy the ‘nicest’ one.
So perfectionistic,
impulsive,
‘obsessive’,
intense,
addictive?,
about, literally, everything,
&,
it’s all in an attempt to escape
from the mundaneness of everyday life/
it’s all to push myself
to feel
‘good enough’,
or even, to just feel
‘something‘-
anything.
It’s all a, very annoying, character trait
(flaw)
and one that, try as I might, I cannot get rid of…
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