Hospital doors opening,
Hospital doors closing.
‘Lift: going down’,
Ground Floor,
Exit-
Feeling numb.
She says how awful it feels to just leave you
but still,
we leave you-
no choice.
Promises already broken-
feeling numb.
Car doors opening,
car doors closing,
driving home,
getting home,
(can’t remember getting home),
Feeling numb.
Getting into bed,
sitting up in bed,
the finality of it hits,
I don’t want this to be it.
7 months later-
still feeling numb.
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